It's funny how things are taken for granted, sometimes blinded by the reality or perhaps sometimes blinded by the truth. Things aren't appreciated until the second you realise they aren't there anymore. We are commonly fond of 'overthinking' things which result in us to do things we never intend on doing. Well ill give you a hats off for being able to tell I felt like crap on Friday cause honestly I tried keeping things in but we'll I guess you know me well enough. Haizz, I can't tell and I probably will never tell you why I was down on Friday and the rest of the week but I really do want to say I'm sorry for blasting you with that paragraph on Sunday night. I never wanted to and I probably will never do so again , I'm really sorry
Took me two effing days to actually realize how stupid that was. I know you tried cheering me up and stuff but I just didn't feel right. I still feel like shit right now especially since I sent you that message , I'll do whatever you want to make up for it. That one day I felt the worst until I heard your voice , I swear I'm not even joking.
Haizzz I think if u actually check our messages after the holidays started, almost every other day I would either get sad or pissed at some point of the day, honestly They shouldn't be taken out on you and I know I do take it out on you and I can never say enough sorry's to apologise for doing so. No matter what your the first I say good morning to and the last I say good night to. We can both agree I over react a lot especially when it comes to something about you but I promise I wont hide anymore from you neither would I take things out on you. We are simply best friends who aren't dating but I sure as hell know that your the BEST thing thats happened to me and I never want to lose you because your simply perfect :)
I'm not even going to carry this blog fourth any further as it is already long af..
Once again I'm really sorry for that message and I promise no more hiding from you ... LY < 3